I've still been a little down, emotionally, regarding the subject matter of the entries I posted in that third "book" I created here. Gonna take a break from it, even though it's still there. Actually I did talk a little more with Cori about it, but... sigh It's my own craziness. I've gone on Skype a little with Cori but have been very cold whenever he tries to be a little... I don't know... frisky. I don't mean to be, but... there's only one thing I can think about, and that's how I'm overweight and look nothing like those sexy Japanese vixens he loves to watch getting themselves off. :(
I'm looking to officially move in with Catie in Dayton on Friday because the weather is iffy the rest of the week. I'm looking at apartments in Cincinnati, already found a few I would like to look at. A couple stated "must have one year of steady employment" so ha, yeah, no go there. I mean, technically I had 9 years of steady employment and then 6 months of non-employment (by choice) but yeah.
I also bought a one-way plane ticket from Cincinnati to Minneapolis (with a 4-hour layover in O'Hare... ick) so things had better happen or I'm out $200 !! I know Cori is even more upset because he had planned to have about 9 extra shifts in July except all but one got slashed because they hired a new person, then he went into work last night because he picked up about 7 extra shifts in June a few weeks ago, and apparently THOSE got slashed too and nobody told him. He was MAD. I'd be mad too. That happened all the time at 7FAM with Wendy and it drove me insane. But it's even worse for him since he works overnight and it REALLY messes up his schedule to then have to come home. But yeah... the July shifts happened first and he said, "At least I have all these extra June shifts." And now those are gone. I don't know how many houses are in the network that he could pick up shifts for, but apparently the other overnighter at his "base" house may be taking like 2-3 weeks of PTO in July, so I just hope to God that that actually happens and Cori is able to pick up her shifts.
Spent yesterday afternoon/evening at Nate and Katie's. Had a good talk with them about apartments and jobs and all that. Talked with Katie about birth control and health insurance. Talked with Nate and Katie about apartments. Talked with Nate about learning how to grill LOL
I have so much kitchen stuff. Seriously, I've just collected it over the years from buying it and getting it handed down to me from mom, anticipating me moving out eventually, and now I'm worried I'm not going to have enough room for half of it and I'll just need to leave it at Catie's :(
Oh, and I had a nightmare that I was back at Benetton. It was awful. Seriously, I have dreams about being back at Target and Jacadi and 7FAM but this... the idea of me being at Benetton again, I woke up literally panicking and about to cry. At least with the other 3 jobs it was more, "Oh crap, I'm still there ?" but with this Benetton dream it was all just hatred and sadness. I seriously hope whatever job I find in Dayton or Cincinnati is, while not perfect, nothing like Benetton.
~Rachel
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