Overthinking in Why i feel my life is a drama‼️‼️

Well ....I have exams coming over…and Iam having this overthinking problem…I can’t stop thinking or fearing about marriage proposals that are coming on a day to day basis..I really started hating it..I know that without my permission no one can force me to marry ........Iam really starting to have a new hope that I can just fight for myself..I have to do it for me....But still this fear whenever I get to hear marriage proposals it is not going away ..I know taking bold decisions are not easy…But I know I can take bold decisions....I should stop worrying myself with these marriage proposal things … It’s just creating more and nore depression in myself…I don’t want to go to a depression stage…No…I don’t want to.....I want to be happy.......I really wish that for myself.....I don’t want to be in fear.....I want to live freely.....