Dreary Day in Starting Over

I always hate days like this. It makes me sad and to where I can't concentrate.at.all!!!! I just want to go home and take a shower and crawl into bed. I just don't know what seems to be my problem right now. It's really hard to verbalize things sometimes. I can try and tell people that I am ok and if they don't really know me they believe it. Anyone close to me knows better.

Keith is actually getting to the point to where I can't lie to him anymore about my emotions. I think that's great though because it bothers me to lie to him about how I feel. I know that in time it will all get better. I know that I have a hubby, family and friends who love me!!!! It's just hard sometimes.

I just don't have anyone close to me here at work. I know that I haven't been here but two months, but it's hard for me to open up to people. I am kind of a private person and that makes it hard to open up. Most of the time I have lunch with Keith or my friend, Alicia, that works in town. When I am not meeting them I just eat at my desk. Hopefully God will send me a wonderful work friend one day!! :)

I guess I had better get back to work. I hope u all have a great day!!

Take care and God bless!! Love to all!!