am i lazy? in New things

  • Jan. 28, 2022, 7:32 p.m.
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I try to be better. I try to go to bed at a decent hour, and stay on top of brushing my teeth and making sure to shower, but its hard. I try to find the motivation to do my school work, eat healthy, and work out, but I can’t.

— I think i have depression. or anxiety. or a mix of the two.

How to do I deal with that? It’s so ordinary to have depression or be anxious, that nobody bats an eye. Even when im home from school I feel anxious. I’d go to a therapist, but i don’t know what i would talk to them about. Its not like im sad for a specific reason. In all honesty I just feel like im lazy. And that could be true, or I could have like an actual mental illness, but who knows.

I just want summer to get here FAST. I need something to keep me busy like a job. But not here, I dont want a job here, I need to focus on school.

On monday i will go to the library. I promise myself.


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