Unfortunately the end of this first day of the year ended bad. I got bad news about a certain family member and because of that news it has caused a lot of drama. Drama that is very overwhelming for my mental state. (As i am writing this more drama and suffering has been added to the family) I suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts almost on a daily. The cause of those thoughts and feelings are numerous things. Sometimes i want to give up and just disappear. This pain sucks, i think the worse thing about this pain is that i have no control of the situation(s). I can only listen and watch. Or do what i usually do and hide away in my room. Hide in my thoughts.
Like i said though its out of my control. So there is no use of putting energy into it.
Just keep moving, just keep moving. I just gotta keep moving.
Bad day on the first day in Life
- Jan. 2, 2022, 5:37 a.m.
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