Am I being "pregnant" or do I have a right to be emotional/upset today?
This pregnancy has caused an emotional mess. I have always cried easier than most but this pregnancy has caused me to sob at almost anything. Some were silly: Mike forgot to bring me a glass of milk from the kitchen. He took the trash to the dumpster without inviting me to go along. He took the dogs outside with him and I got lonely.
Others were not so silly: I feel like he is less attracted to me since I am gaining weight/changing shape. I feel helpless when I need him to carry something or lift something that is heavier than the doctor wants me lifting. I am worried about money.
Today I am upset because I really was looking forward to my three day weekend and spending at least 2 days with him (he usually works on Memorial Day at least 1/2 day). Well we got up around 8am, his parents were here by 9am and he left right after they left. He didn't say where he was headed but I assume it was to mow his sister's lawn (he mentioned he wanted to get that done today) or to go in the woods with the dog (he did take the one dog). It's almost 1:30pm. I went grocery shopping, ran some errands, had lunch and am working on laundry/cleaning a bit with no sign of him. I called and text him about 40 minutes ago because friends invited us out tonight with them...no response. While speaking to his mother he mentioned he is going to a field trial (a dog hunting thing) today and sleeping there tonight and tomorrow night. This means I will not see my husband the entire weekend. I'm hurt. I wanted my time with him. I don't want to go with him because I'll be physically uncomfortable in the truck that long and won't get attention because he will be with all the guys. I wanted him to put the crib together (it's 1/2 together), I wanted to go to the lake and let the dogs swim, I wanted him to grill us hamburgers like he said he would LAST weekend before the meat spoils, I wanted to just spend some time with my husband on my long weekend. None of that will happen now.
Am I being "pregnant" or do I have a right to be emotional/upset today?
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