Still not sure how or what to say so many thought flying around, but maybe in time I will figure it out and vent on here until then just getting in the habit of writing something
I pretty sure I’m the worst dad since Carey passed, I have learned just how much she did and how much I don’t know my own son. I mean we spend a lot of time together on tractors roping, the fun stuff, Carey did the day to day take care of him dealing with sick, school, being the bad guy I was hauling cows on a tractor, fix fence, horseback, doing books. And then came home to be the fun guy. Learning fast, it’s complicated Thank God and Carey. Colton is a good kid, but that brain works so weird sometimes. Picked Colton up from school
Me: how was your day
Colton: got 100 on my test Casey sit with me at lunch
Me: Casey isn’t that the girl you like
Colton: this is why I don’t tell you stuff
Me: I wasn’t sure
Colton: you knew that
Me: so good day then
Colton: best day ever
Me: you have homework
Colton: (in a low voice with a red face) nope, I was wondering maybe if I could go to Casey’s
house if we aren’t doing anything, it’s OK if I can’t
Me: what
Colton: never mind
me: boy just giving you a hard time
Colton: well can I go
Me: don’t you think you need to find something
Colton: what
Me: look down
Colton: (looking down) what
Me: think you’re missing something
Colton: what
Me: your boot
Colton: I looked everywhere. Think the dog got it
Me: the dog is an outside dog
Colton: He could have got in the house and then got out maybe
Me: so, what’s your plan
Colton: Wear an extra sock, can I please go to Casey’s she’s waiting for an answer
Me: you out grew your other ones, we paid $180.00 for those boots, you just got them three days ago and you can’t tell how you lost one
Colton: I don’t know, Dad, I don’t want to fight the extra sock works fine please can I go
Me: Colton talk to me
Colton: ok later can I go to Casey’s please, please I think she likes me
Me: I’ll drop you off, but we will talk at dinner
Colton: thank you thank you thank you
So this is how I dropped my 13yr.Son off to hang out with his Crush
misses his mom wish he came with a manual, pretty sure not going to win father of the year but he was happy . Never did talk when he got home his mood was the best I seen since Carey passed
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