Just A Drop In The Ocean in Unafraid

Ugh… You know, I was really starting to think that maybe I could be special to her. I didn’t even care if I was, like, #1 or anything. I just wanted whatever was happening between us to be at least somewhat unique. The dates went better than I could have hoped, and we’ve been talking a lot lately. But I feel like I’m starting to get the feeling that maybe I’m not that special to her at all. Like I’m just a drop in the ocean.

Maybe I’m just stupid. I can’t read her mind, it was foolish of me to think she could view me the same way I was viewing her.

Shit man… I forgot this is how dating feels like…

I did NOT miss this shit. Ugh.

Guess it’s better than feeling nothing at all.

Whatever. Im baked as hell because, fuck it, it’s the weekend and I definitely need it after today, dammit.

Back to square one, I guess.

Last updated November 12, 2021