Death and an abscessed tooth. in What Am I Doing in the Loony Bin?

First off, my 98 year old friend Ellie is close to death. God is calling her home. I shouldn’t be sad bc she lived a long life filled with happiness. She was coherent until she had to go to a nursing home. She knew me before that but the Alzheimers took that away and I became that redheaded lady.

And it looks like I need a fecking root canal. I have an abscessed tooth. I am scared shitless bc I hate physical pain. Shit.

Sammy