To my loving regret in To not be here

You were the one who told me to never lose contact with you. You made me promise you that I’d wait 2 years for you. Even though I knew you wouldn’t be able to come back, deep in my heart I was willing to keep that promise. Now you ignore me. My heart drops every time the “delivered _ hours” goes up as your snap score also goes up. But I don’t want to want you anymore. I don’t want to miss you. I don’t want to keep loving you no matter how wrong you do me and no matter how many lies you make up just to make me realize it was never true in the end. No matter what I love you I love you I love you. You got over me so quick I’m starting to think you were never “in love” with me at all. It hurts to know that you’ll move on and I’ll still be waiting, and I know the situation I’m in is wrong. But anything for you my pretty boy <3