And mother's day should hurry up and be over with. in A Series of Events

I dread tomorrow. I should be excited right? Why is best another day that will be a bigger reminder that I'm still alone. My mom will do something.. And I'm doing for her. But it just another holiday that I'm alone. No ones ever surprised me or flowers or a special night or even meal. I rather be working than being forced to go to church as a reminder that on my special day.. I'm being forced to go where I don't want to be and reminded that is about as good as it's going to get. Awesome right? Yea.