Currently in such a deep state of panic, i feel nothing except the physical reaction of breathlessness but that’s how it is most of the time at the moment.
The speakers i bought of JH are banging, i can turn them up, cone at myself and sensory overload my way through anything right now, good grief.
Pulled a blind down yesterday whilst i was numb, trying my best not to have a panic attack.
It’s not all bad though, it hits 9pm (3pm the bf’s time) he finishes work and we can talk all night, play some games. Except i can’t because i have to get this bullshit uni work done. I got the email saying I’m on the resit not passed yet which adds to the panic.
Procrastination is going to be the end of me, or at least contribute to me ending myself at this rate…
Weight: Didn’t check, dont want to, probably should.
Vibe: Shit - Bo Burnham
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