“I Crave To Feel Love” in journals

  • June 23, 2021, 5:32 p.m.
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5/21/21 9:00 pm

An emotion I hope and pray to never feel again,

is the same emotion most CRAVE TO FEEL on a daily basis.
I hope to never lay my eyes on another breathtaking individual
and be overwhelmed by feelings of lust
that I thoughtlessly confuse with feelings of LOVE.
I don’t know if I’ve ever felt true love,
nor am I confident that if faced with the situation again,
I would know how to correctly love someone.
Not feeling accepted and shunned,
by the same exact humans who claim;

“love will always prevail”

has given me a pretty foggy idea of what it means to truly love someone.
With that being said,
if I am capable of it…

I never want to know again.

Love leads to attachment,
attachment then progresses to crippling reliance
on a woman or man,
who almost always is a manipulative swain with fucked up intentions.

At that point,
you have completely set yourself up for inevitable heartbreak and sorrow.

        Never have I seen love prevail, NEVER do I wish to.

                                        i.r.

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