Well what do you know, I am back. I wasn't sure if I would write again to be honest. We'll see how long it lasts.
Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Drew spent the evening with his girlfriend. Hannah. Oh Hannah Hannah Hannah. I do not like Hannah. Never have. Drew deserves someone so much better than her. Someone who, I dunno, actually has a soul. She's a horrible person and I dunno why Drew can't see this. All i can do is hope he will open his eyes one day and get rid of her.
What did I do for Valentine's day you ask. I sat in my room and struggled with myself. First time in awhile that I wanted to hurt myself. the urge was hard to fight this time. Probably had something to do with dealing with my mom's insanity after school & then just knowing that Drew was with Hannah all evening.
My mother is a lunatic I swear. Why does she constantly feel the need to point out how NOT PERFECT I am? Does she think I don't know this already? Believe me I know, mom. I will never be who she wants me to be. The perfect little daughter that she can show off to all her snotty ass friends. No, mom, sorry. Or you know what? I'm not sorry. Not even a little bit! I like what I like. I wear what I like to wear. I listen to the music I love. And I refuse to hang out with snotty ass girls who have made fun of me almost my whole life.
NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Why can't she just accept me and love me for the Cheyenne that I am?
sigh
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