Yesterday I spent nine hours playing minecraft with my boyfriend and I don’t remember the last time I had that much fun. Ever since he moved away and we’ve had to be long distance I’ve felt so entirely alone, despite the fact that we talk almost every day. But playing minecraft with him online, it was like he was just down the street from me again. It felt like I could just walk to him.
I’m gonna try to be more honest with him about me feeling alone now that he’s gone, cause since I’ve felt alone almost all my life I didn’t realize just how alone I felt. Time to make a change and live for the better.
Tonight’s the full moon. I gotta remember to do my monthly tarot reading. I really don’t want to forget again.
I’ve got this uneasy feeling in my gut. I don’t know what it is. There’s nothing happening today, not that I know of, but I feel a horrible pressure over my whole body. I’m breathing fine, but it feels like I’m getting none of the air. I really hope it’s just my imagination, but something is telling me it’s not. I feel like something bad is about to happen
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