Feeling down in Daily life

Feel down today, went for blood work and my white blood count is still climbing. It is 13.11, standard range is up to 10.16. I see the dr Monday and because the white counts are still climbing I am worried that the treatment isn’t working. My neutrophils relative and absolute are also flagged as high. On the other hand my lymphocytes, monocytes relative and absolute are low. Everything else is normal range. I don’t feel I have chemo fatigue tho, I really think I am just depressed today. Didn’t sleep too well, drank a lot of turmeric/ginger water yesterday, think I might have overdone it.