I can’t describe how lonely I feel
You know that thing that happend
When I told you about it you pushed me away so far
Later I decided to tell someone else and to this day I never heard from them again
I told someone else and also from them I never heard again
How it that which has happend my fault?
Why am I being pushed away like a dirty garbage bag?
I didn’t ask for that to happen
I didn’t ask to be raped
So I downloaded chatting apps, games
People either completely ignore my existence
Or they want to fuck
As soon as I say I’m not interested I get cut off
People just want to fuck me and then leave
Oh how the same thing keeps happening
No one cares to know me for who i am
But I didn’t expect it from you
That’s why I hide in my own world
That’s why I let no one in
The world is so sick
I feel I don’t belong
More than that, no one will miss me when I’m gone
The hard reality is:
No one cares
Love is an illusion for children
It doesn’t exist
People only befriend you to use you for something
Generally they all want a fuck
I’m so tired of what humams have become
I’m tired of being looked at like I’m a sex doll
I’m tired of not being able to live
So why should I keep trying?
I don’t understand why
Why it hurts so much
Why I feel so out of place
Why can’t I be special to one soul on this earth
When you were so special to me
I was just getting used to being alone
With my walls built up high
I don’t know why I thought you would be different
Now I have to start all over again
Getting used to hiding from humans
Deleting any and all online presence I have
So I can be happy again
And no one will have to hurt me again
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