First off, thank you all for your kind and up building comments as they have really encouraged me. I shared the results with a friend who is an oncology nurse and she was also very encouraging. Of course I will really feel much better once I see the dr and a plan has been discussed but until then, I will try and star upbeat and positive.
I am seriously considering selling my house. It is very economical for me to stay here, it is paid for, taxes are low and of course since the fire, everything inside is new. However, even tho things are different, there are too many memories. The housing market is a sellers one right now and my son’s cousin who is a realtor, has been saying I could get a lot for my house. Of course being a sellers market, where would I go so I resisted the idea. The other morning I received an email stating a property matched my description (a few years ago we had been thinking of moving so I guess my info was still there). Anyway, it looked nice, the area is completely away from here and yet I would still be close enough to my son alth a little further from my daughter. I found another one also so I am considering two and if the numbers work, just might go for it. My nephew is coming over this afternoon to discuss things. I know people can not tell me what to do but I value opinions. My therapist and my sister both think it would be a good idea and would help in my healing process as I still am struggling with what happened with Jeff. Anyway your thoughts are also appreciated.