Sometimes it's so tough in Open Diary Refugee

I truly have the best husband in the world but sometimes I just go so blank on him. I don't want to complain because the stuff I would complain about would probably make other women look at me like I was crazy -- "is THAT all??" But sometimes he can be difficult and I can be so sensitive. He's sort of big and loud and always thinks he's right and I'm sort of small and quiet and always think I could be wrong which is probably half the secret to our long successful marriage. But now and then it leaves me feeling stepped on which wouldn't be so bad except she I point it out to him (and it is rare when he does step on me) he gets even worse and really trounces me (emotionally) mostly by acting as if I shouldn't be upset at him -- sort of mad at me that I am. Frequently he'll come back later and apologize but from time to time I just have to eat it. That is tough for me. It makes me feel cold toward him and sort of festers until it wears off even if it was over something little, when just a kind appropriate apology from him would have made everything right from the first.