The Haps in 2019 New Year same me

I am going to try and write here more, not just note. I think it would be good for me. So whats new..

Well if your friends with me on facebook then you saw that I bit the bullet and did extensions again. I also got micro-blading. My mom said she is tired of me being a sad sack depressive and I needed some self care. She paid so hey! Not going to say no.
Then my husband who usually is gaga about anything I do with my hair was like meh, why is it so dark?

And that ladies and gentlemen is why we sleep in separate beds, ok not just those reasons.
See both of us are fat yes I was at my highest in a long time two weeks ago 220 and he that lucky devil actually lost some weight. He is 268 but should be closer to 210-220. Anyway we both snore, usually we have to wear ear plugs, plus homeboy is a tosser and turner.

Ill back up a bit, we always shared our king bed but had a spare room but no second mattress. I told him when we get one on the days I have to get up super early we are sleeping alone. We couldn’t afford one quite yet until my folks moved and were like here, have a box spring and mattress. Now that we have a separate bed…game changer seriously. I mean its nice to share a bed, but its also nice to get good sleep ya know. I was letting the puppy sleep with me but he likes to get up at 3:30 and stare at me soooo yeah back in his crate. Our older doggo she will be 11, she prefers to sleep with dad..traitor that one. I raised her from a pup and the minute he came around when she was three, well she has been his.

So back to my weight, uck im so disgusted with myself three years ago for my wedding right before I lost almost 100 pounds I gained most of it back. But I started watching my diet 1300-1500 calories and 40 minutes of cardio 5 days a week and 4 days of weights. I have already lost 10 pounds, most was bloat and water but hey I will take it.

Hope everyone’s holidays were good, all quiet here which wasn’t bad but isn’t the same.

I won’t, I can’t get into yesterdays fuckery, just to say thank God he is out of here..that is it.

Be well