Do you believe everyone have a path? in Alone in a big city.

As explained in my first post. There was several occasions that I should have not been where I am today.
I currently live at home and my only job right now is a freelance photographer. At 33 I feel that is not enough where I should be at. My family has always compared me to my cousins growing up. And now that I am older. I feel the weight on me.
I see cousins that are 10 years younger than me already moved out and started families. And here I am at 33 not knowing what to do with my life.
I literally held over 20 jobs in my lifetime. I should have been dead by now. I should have been in prison. Yet hear I am.
I grew up a lot mentally over the years. Especially the last 4. I am aware of the mistakes I made in my past. I am confident I would not be the same person I use to be. My mood is way more controlled. I no longer make rash decisions.
But sometimes I think I am too cautious now. I am scared to take the next leap. That I may quit on the next job. What can I do to help me figure out what I should do? What is my life purpose?
All the jobs I ever had were because I was going for the easy of fast money. But I learned they were not for me. I can’t stay focused in a job long enough I am not passionate about.
My family even one therapist says I am too lazy. I do not want to work hard. I am not sure how true that is to be honest. I just want to live. I don’t want to question my self all the time.