Not a good day in Daily life

First off, dreamt about the other woman and I was punching and squeezing her face her face. I try not to think about them, night’s are hard. I fall asleep but then wake up and sometimes cannot go back to sleep, my brain won’t shut off. Last night was one of those nights and then the dream.

I am angry today which I guess is a good thing. He has had his mail forwarded.

I have had pain in my lower left side for a couple of weeks. Had gone to the doctor and he did not feel anything, thought it might be diverticulosis and prescribed an antibiotic for 10 days which did nothing. I tried an anti-inflammatory but that didn’t really help either. He wants me to get an X-ray of the area and called in a pain medication. Of course I am thinking the worse case scenario and that I am dying.

On a brighter note, however, the resident at the assisted living place now tested negative.