Had a pretty realistically accurate dream about BL last night with some creative infill.
We were I think in Minnesota, or maybe Michigan. It was me, her, my online friend JP, and someone from school I can’t remember. Its was all very generic stuff that was more likely to happen. I don’t remember most of it, but I remember the end.
We were all getting ready to leave and the guy from our school said something flirty as a joke to her, which made her respond with, “yeah, bit you know I’m married” and then we started leaving, but I nervously asked to talk to her for a minute.
BL: “Sure. What’s up?”
Me: “I just wanted to say… Thank you. “
BL: “For what?
BL: “You don’t have to tha–”
Me: “Yeah, I do. For 20 years I though you hated me, and I never expected to hear from you again, then you shocked the crap out of me with that friend request on Facebook, and now we’re here. I know I did A LOT of things wrong back then, and I’m sorry. So thank you for this. Ir means a lot. “
BL: (hugs me) “I forgave you a long time ago, and I’ve missed you too. Don’t worry about it okay? “
Me: ” Alright. It was really good seeing you again.”
It’s simple but satisfying, to me. Still kinda odd about how it seemed like something totally plausible to happen. I thought that in the dream, and laying in bed now. It’s also the first time I’ve had a dream that addressed the past. Maybe my subconscious is finally taking the hint.