I hate to start a first entry by basically saying ‘hey, I’m starting this journal…’ but I’m starting this journal to basically keep my head above water. I can’t always talk to those close to me and I definitely can’t talk to my friends, since I do not have any anymore. Not really because I’m an asshole or anything, but because we’ve all grown apart. And, most have went down paths I don’t wish to.
As with everyone, COVID has been mentally draining me. I want nothing more then to fight a kid at the moment (more like Teenager), who has been nothing but a manipulating dickweed. Oh, and to top that off - he still runs to his Mommy. I mean, if you’re going to come at someone like me, at least show some masculinity before you poke the bear? Right?
Aside from that its been a long and boring time. As a poor person, I have to sit and see rich politicians decide if we need money or not when they are not in our position nor never have been. I’ve got family back home that aren’t from this country, which has hilariously shown me that the nonsense here is usually played off as something very different to those who speak foreign languages. My Mother thinks Trump is a hero, because she has no idea the negative side of everything nor the insanity he speaks daily.
I just found that fact funny, I’m not about to say anything more about politics.
To sum up my day, since I might as well read about it atm. I’ve blown a bunch of my calories on Reeses pieces and a donut. I hate being fat but I’m wickedly overweight, I need a bit of sugar here and there or its likely I’m going to burn out. But, I’ve cut down so much that its not even that big a deal that I’ve eaten that today. Now, I’m just waiting for dinner and I should be still under the 2700-2900 I try to stay under every day. I’d like to exercise, but that isn’t very easy in a house full of people and with little privacy. I’ll figure it out, I will. Can’t give up, or things are going to get worse. I’m 32 next month, so I got to take these things seriously and learn to live a lot better then I have been.
I’m going to be playing some games, but I’ll be honest and tell you I don’t have anything mind-blowing or interesting. Its just old games, and that.
Anyhow, its a boring day.
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