- I don’t have the energy to plan.
1.1. I continue to try.
1.2. I get up, every day, and I go to school.
1.3. They ask, ” How are you?” I tell them, ” I’ve been better.” They accept that answer, and I move on with life.
1.4. I go to my classes. I do what they expect me to do; to the best of my ability.
1.5. They seem content. I move on, like a robot.
1.6. I go home, depending on my transportation, some days it takes longer than others.
1.7. I do whatever I must once at home. I rest either on my bed or on the couch. I watch TikToks and YT videos. I read stories on Wattpad.
1.8. I try to be happy. I play Fortnite with my older sister whenever she asks even when I don’t want to.
1.8.1. It’s not that I don’t want to spend time with her. I just don’t have the energy to give her my best.
1.8.2. I’ve always heard this voice in my head saying, ” Why try if I can’t do my best?”
1.8.3. I don’t want to hurt my family. They are all I have left. I can’t risk losing them.
1.8.4. If I can’t give my best, then what’s the point. Either way I do what I’m told.
1.8.5. I hate it.
1.8,6. I hate this life.
1.8.7. I hate this lack of control.
1.8.8 I wish I could have control over my own life.
1.8.9. Yet I don’t have it.
Reasons Why in School V. Mental Health
- Oct. 5, 2020, 5:40 p.m.
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