I have lost track of which cycle this is for me… I know it's the second Femara cycle and I know it will be 9 months since Callum was born later this month, but honestly I am so tired of ttc. I hate temping every morning and taking medication and timing sex. I am getting frustrated and losing patience. I know it is a temporary feeling and once we do get pregnant it will be worth it, but I keep thinking that I should not have to be trying right now - I should have a 9 month old. I should be worried about baby proofing and enjoying a newly mobile baby. I just don't understand how I can't get pregnant… I am doing everything right. I am timing things perfectly and taking all of my medications correctly and nothing is working. I am tired of getting negative tests and tired of feeling let down month after month. I don't know what is next for us. I had my 21 day progesterone done on Saturday and I am awaiting the results of that - if it is not higher than the 1.7 it was last month or the 0.9 it was the month before I think we will be going to a RE instead of the midwives we are currently seeing. I hate to leave the midwives, but I know they can only do so much when dealing with infertility. I may need prog. injections or an hCG trigger which will require closer monitoring and u/s. I didn't want it to come to this, but this year I will be 30 and I can't waste time knowing that I may not have that many more years of trying.
Sorry for the rant - I will try to update once I get the prog. level and hopefully we'll know more after that. I have no idea if I have even ovulated - my temps have been everywhere this month. Based on ewcm I probably ovulated last Thursday, around cd 18. Better than the cd10 ovulation I had last month and my last cycle was only 22 days total so I do feel a little better this time since it is a slightly longer cycle.
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