Today I had a very interesting conversation with someone I love dearly. All very good things. But it was one of those situations where everything that was once hypothetical becomes a reality and it all takes you by surprise. I'm not sure if I've let it all sink in yet.
Tomorrow is R's last day. I think the time and space will do us some good. I want to get to a point where I do miss her and right now things are just too hard. Too tense. I hope we can recover.
Roomie tells me that she's a terrible friend. And she is. But I want to give her the benefit of the doubt. She's struggling with a lot. I do believe she loves me and wants me to be happy. But her love for herself and her own happiness are much more of a priority to her. And I just have to accept that.
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