Copy cat in Life's hard pill to swallow

I am a copy cat. I have come to realize that with time, I tend to get lost in those I value. May it be your laugh, how you talk or how you think, I incorporate it and make it apart of me. I’ve gotten lost so many times, I don’t even think I know who I am anymore. I don’t remember how I laugh. I have emulated three different kinds of laughs and to hear them all, I have to be around different types of people. I think its because I value others way more than I do myself and hence tend to think pf my features as flaws. But am I flawed? I don’t know. Do you think anyone notices? Do you think they all look at me and think, why wont she just be herself, or oh my gosh, did you hear that laugh, sound familiar? Well, I don’t know, but I think at least one person knows my secret.