Shattered in This is me

I’m 31. Unmarried, no children. About a year ago my life changed drastically. What I thought would be the ultimate happiness was snatched right from my hands. I was engaged. I was with him for 7 years. My life revolved around his. He was my center. I was not his. My life came to an abrupt stop when he couldn’t even break it off with me. I knew he had been unfaithful. He couldn’t even be in the same room with me. I tried and tried to talk to him and see what was wrong but he wouldn’t have it. He hurt me so much. After years of trying I did the unthinkable. I broke off our engagement. I returned my shoes, I threw my wedding gown to the back of my closet. My sister was kind enough to call the bridal dress boutique to cancel my religious wedding dress. My world was shattering slowly with each breath I took. My throat clenched when I told my family I had left him. My life as I knew it was hijacked. My life wasn’t mine anymore.