My subconscious really knows how to confuse the hell out of me sometimes.
It was something to do with a wedding, either an engagement, she got married, or got divorced, but I got the jist that it was a happy thing, so I’m not sure. There were a lot of quick transitions to various places, none of which I recognized or felt familiar with. There were also a lot of people, only one of who I recognized… J. Which makes it stranger, as I don’t usually dream about her, probably because I talk to her more often than I do other people.
I’m not sure if she was about to get married or just got engaged, but I think whatever was going on was supposed to be a good thing, but she didn’t seem happy about it. No idea why. At one point we were outside, there had been more conversation, but I don’t remember it, but she started crying and turned and hugged me really tight, and sort of had her face buried in my shoulder. I kissed her cheek, and said “I love you to the moon and back. You are the best person I know. I’m really happy for you.” She started sobbing a little harder and hugged me a little tighter. Something about it broke my heart, but I’m not sure why.
I’ve been trying to make sense of it throughout my day, but haven’t gotten any closer to an answer. It still bothers me that she seemed so sad about something that should have been a very good thing. But my subconscious is a very strange place.