I'd like to start by expressing my gratitude and appreciation to all who left me notes of condolence and sympathy over our loss of Shari. I wish I could say the pain and sadness has recessed, but unfortunately it still hurts and I feel like I miss her more and more each day. There hasn't been a single day in the last 2 weeks that something doesn't happen, making me automatically think of her - sometimes I even start to pick up the phone to call her before I remember. I talked to Chris (her 19 y/o son to whom we are "Auntie Sarah" and "Uncle Geno"); but found myself at a loss for words (though not void of emotion) and passing it to Geno. It was so hard because all I wanted to do was reach through the phone, hug and hold him, make it all better for him, take away all his pain and sadness. He does have family (on his mom's side, his "father" disowned him years ago), but Geno and I were Shari's closest friends. We called her our sister. Sometimes, it feels like the hurt and sad will never go away.
Nothing more to report. I have some kind of infection that has me spiking 40 degrees C/ 104 F fevers, nauseated as hell, tachycardic with a heart rate of 136+ bpm and headaches. And to top it off, I can't sleep worth shit.
Sorry, not much else to say. Will check out my friends PB entries soon - I'm still trying (or more honestly, struggling) to navigate this site.
Sarah
XOXOX
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