Hard. in My Random Thoughts

I miss budda so much already. :( I know I made the right choice. He was on his way out and I eliminated the long enduring path of pain and suffering. That is by far the hardest decision I've had to make to date. To end a life from something that doesn't have a voice. It's weird. Because I'm so upset and so sad but relieved too. Because I know his quality of life went out the window a while ago. It needed to be done. His ashes will be ready to be picked up at 3 today. I work til 8 so I'm going straight after. This will be hard for me. Ugh RIP budda. You were the best doggy any girl could have ever asked for and I am so thankful we got 16 fun filled years together.