Rip budda man. in My Random Thoughts

Budda is being put to sleep in a few... I couldn't be there. I could not bring myself to be there for it. He's my almost 16 yr old poodle who I've shared more than half my life with. He has been pretty bad but tonight was just AWFUL. he was crying in pain, he couldn't get up, he hasn't been eating or peeing or drinking. It's time. I called daniel. And he's taking him now. I'm not okay. I'm losing my best friend. But it's cruel to keep him like this. I said my goodbyes and got good snuggles and he knows I love him. Just keep me in your thoughts please. I've never lost a pet. Scratch that. He wasn't a pet. Budda is my baby...