a text from my girlfriend this morning...while i was just barley waking up.
"your being distant"
I don’t think I am, and if I am then its not on purpose.
my shrink actually told me about what I do and why I do it when I push people away…
the weight loss is my way of preparing to lose something else in my life. but the weight loss is my control…I cant control whether the other person stays or goes but I can the weight.
which makes since, but im maintaining…
I had dreams about the IOP girls..i think we were in residential and my sister came to visit and she told me that my dad would pay for me to stay if I had to.
I wish that was real life..id go in a heartbeat.
im sick of this dreaming shit. the past 4 nights ive had 3 food dreams and just horrible shit happening..
life sucks lately but I don’t think im being distant?
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