Titles may just be my least favorite part of writing in journals and online diaries. Probably because I never really know what I'm going to write about until I'm writing. Sometimes I bring up an empty entry and just sit and stare at the title box for a few minutes until I just give up and delete the new entry. I know I could write the entry first and come back to do the title but that just seems out of order to me and it bothers my OCDness. (Yes, I really do have OCD. OCD, a generalized anxiety disorder, and hypochondria. What a combo.).
Anyways. I'm still trying to figure out how to get back to myself. Lately it means staying up too late watching Dr. Who. It's not much but at least it's something. It's a start. Especially considering just a few months ago, when I was still medicated for all those conditions listed above, I'd go to bed at 8:30 most nights... As soon as the kids were asleep. I literally had zero time to myself. I was so tired all the time that I'd even sleep during the day when the kids were napping. I have felt so much better since weaning off the meds. I still have the occasional bad day where I need my xanax, but it's been so much better.
I don't know where else to go with this so I guess I'll leave it at that.
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