The absence of you tightens my heart where it becomes hard to breathe. I clench my mind hoping to drown out the memories of you. Just for a moment, give me one breath of pure nothing. Relief, just a small brief gathering of time. I just need some time to collect myself. You are everywhere and anywhere. I can not escape the smell of you. I can not leave the moments of us. They creep, seep in to the crevices of time I thought had passed, only to be re-lived. And it begins again once the week has passed, you are in my arms again, I smell of you again, and all time stops. You have become my release. And it is wonderful.
My days awake with you at first thought. I am incapable of thinking without your voice crashing through my thoughts. You have invaded my most personal desires. You have imprinted on my skin so as I feel utterly incomplete without your hand in mine. In all essense I am no longer me but a mended and molded mesh of blood and hearts. I crave you. I need you. I can not live without you anymore. You are apart of me. You have successfully melted into my heart. It beats now with the pleasure of hearing your breath upon my face. I am in love. I am foolishly losing myself in you. I am so happily being.
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