My own Pain in Everything and Nothing

I sat and stared
Mirror broken
All things left unsaid

I hold back
The atrocity

I feel you
Here
By my side

The cold
My weakness
The shame

I wish you
Would talk to me
Shadow
I follow, carelessly

I hold back
This atrocity

I care
No return necessary
Though
The toll it takes on me

The taste in my mouth
My soul, this shroud
I wish you would forgive

I am the broken heart
Holding back
Words unsaid

I am your shadow