Hi, I’m 7yrs inlove with my boyfriend even he break me up already, it’s been 8months with him but without label. He ask me to stay our relationship but without commitment, label or anything about expectation in the future. So i stay because i love him.
He wants me to stay because I’m the only one who really can understand, know everything, comfortable.
He don’t want a commitment because he’s honestly can’t promise the future, he can’t be contented, he admit he doesn’t love me. He admit he never been inlove.
So, I understand but in one condition.
“If you already chasing someone else, tell me and let me go before knowing you have already someone. And let me Deleted all connection to avoid so much hurt and don’t ever meet you again.”
Yesterday i tell it again about condition. I almost deleted my social media to avoid him but he stopped me. He said “please stay, I don’t have someone else and i promise i won’t chase any girls, just you please, stay with me.
So again I’m foolish.
Idk why, and i Can’t really understand why he want me to stay.
He said he’s not guilty or pity.
He want me to stay because he don’t want to lose me.
(Why?
Do you love me?
Whyy?
Do you really don’t love me?)
Idk whats really Love means.
I’m just, want him with commitment, label, expectation.
Am i selfish? wanted him to be boyfriend material, always active in our communication, don’t want him to have someone else.
Am i forced him to love me?
He said, he didn’t forced.
He said, I’m the one who forced to stay.
Uhhh i want him one day to regret to lose me. I’m really tired but i honestly love him so much.
Help me.
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