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Baby, just let go in Northern Lights
I have spent a lot of time over the past couple years fearing my own emotions. I had a lot of anxiety as a kid and teenager, but had managed to have it largely in check for most of my adult life,...
💔 in Northern Lights
This is the saddest, most heartbreaking post I have ever made, I think. I just need to get it out and write about it. My mom has cancer, and I think it probably won’t be long. She’s had a series ...
Does this thing even still work? in Northern Lights
Thank goodness for Chrome saving things forever and ever, or else I don’t think I’d have even found my way back here. But you guys are all still here and writing! I had basically forgotten that t...
Goodness in Northern Lights
Sigh. I wonder how many of you I could convince to write up a summary of the past six or so months of your life for me… So I just got a new (refurbished, cheap desktop) computer, after more than ...
Need ring advice in Northern Lights
Okay, I am way too busy to read or write regularly here, but I do need to crowdsource some ideas and I really don't want to discuss this on Facebook. Ethan and I are doing the w-word thing in S...
End Times in Northern Lights
Okay, so it is totally weird that OD is gone. I was feeling pretty apathetic about it, actually, until I woke up at 5:30 this morning with my mind racing, going, "OH MY GOD IT'S OVERRRR. IT'S OVE...
Kitty in Northern Lights
Just a quick note because I need to get it out - I have a vet appointment for my cat at 4:00 today because she is...unwell. She's been pawing at her ear and shaking her head like there's somethi...
Writing about writing, and other stuff in Northern Lights
It has been so, so long since I wrote a real entry that I am completely out of the habit of figuring out how to put my thoughts into words. Which is sad. This is going to be a clunky post. Okay,...