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The ex I still can't let go of... in Interactions with others, the good, bad, and ugly
We broke up almost 5 years ago, but we never stopped seeing each other. I know it’s not healthy, and I now know that he doesn’t want what I want. But it’s like an addiction and small spark of h...
Not belonging... is it what I've chosen? in Everyday life and thoughts
I’ve been going through old journals, and thinking about how my life turned into what it is now. I came across my words from 10 years ago, talking about how I used to have so many friends, and th...
The worst is waiting in Interactions with others, the good, bad, and ugly
He’s done this before - but perhaps never quite like this. Yes, he is ALWAYS late. Ok, maybe not always, but 80% of the time. I should be used to it (and presume it) by now. But this is a new ...
someone passed along on facebook, “Did you have a music teacher that affected your life?” My high school friends wrote and responded regarding my high school choir teacher, who frankly betrayed ...
Living with pain in Everyday life and thoughts
Over the past year, I kept thinking, “if only I…” the pain would go away. For 6 years i had been getting steadily worse. I used to walk 2-3 miles and feel sore afterwards. The it turned into me...
New restaurants in Food and wine
Over the past month or so I’ve been making point to try some new places around me. I don’t get out nearly enough… and when I do, my friends and I often “play it safe”. There are so many picky ...
A kiss in Interactions with others, the good, bad, and ugly
It has been 10 days, and I still have not told anyone. Some I know (essentially) what they would say: Be and Ma would show worry. They would be concerned that he is leading me on… that this wil...
Why am I here? in Everyday life and thoughts
So, why am I here… not, “why am I as a person on this planet,” but why am I on this website creating a journal? If you think something or experience something and you do not tell anyone about it...
