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In the middle of everything, life goes on. I was reminded of this when I checked my email and found a letter from the college: ”We are pleased to inform you that you have moved forward to the tes...


6 days ago

Unofficial in Rejuvenate

So, I think we’re unofficially “broken up.” Not a legal divorce, but no more maybe. He is pretty angry at me and hurt. He’s been crying off and on. I told him about being nervous about the job I...


7 days ago

Take The Leap in Rejuvenate

I applied for another job. This one was titled “Student Services Technician.” It’s at our community college. Beneath all the jargon, it sounds like it’s a job answering phones and helping student...


July 15, 2017

A Coat of Paint in Rejuvenate

Spent about five hours painting underneath the balcony of my oma’s house. I hadn’t been there in so long, but my aunt and uncle have been working on it, and since they’ve been watching Baby E for...


July 13, 2017

Separate Bedrooms in Rejuvenate

Since my dad moved out, I’ve cleaned up his room a bit (our only spare bedroom) and I’ve moved my stuff into it. I’ve been sleeping there. My husband has been texting me so much lately. Like, non...


July 04, 2017

Soulmade in Rejuvenate

I’m so exhausted!!! Chalk that up to the stress of crocheting, plus the added stress of my dad suddenly deciding to move out leaving me without a babysitter which means I’d have to quit my curre...


June 27, 2017

!!!!!! in Rejuvenate

Mayday! Mayday! So, the boutique owner messaged me via Facebook with this: Hey there! So, I know Caitlin told you, but we like sold more than half today, so several different customers! So, when ...


June 20, 2017

I'm Proud of You in Rejuvenate

Four little words. Who knew how much power they could hold coming from you? I’d like to say it’s only because they aren’t words I’ve heard very often (if at all). But, you’ve said them before and...


June 18, 2017

Cact-astrophic Luck in Rejuvenate

So, today, I got up bright and early and told myself I was going to be super brave and outgoing (for me) and go downtown to talk to various store owners about selling my handmade cacti. I am not ...


Oh, how I want to find something “good” about this week. This week has been quite rough on me, to be honest. Some good is that I started over saving in my secret account because I had some overti...


I’m not sure if this is meant as a celebration in the typical sense where there’s some sort of event to mark the celebration. If that’s the case, the last time I celebrated something was my son’s...


June 13, 2017

Prayer Gift in Rejuvenate

So, at work, a customer asked if we sold nail clippers. I told him we did. But, then he said “Actually, you don’t just happen to have a pair I can borrow, do you?” I lent him the pair and he was ...


If a fiddler played you a song, my love And if I gave you a wheel Would you spin for my heart and loneliness Would you spin for my love If I gave up all of my pride for you And only loved you fo...


June 10, 2017

Open in Rejuvenate

Just being yourself was the key and it unlocked the door I never dared to open. Beautiful things came rushing in and I wasn’t ready to greet them. They invited themselves in and I tried my best t...


June 09, 2017

Feel Better Love in Rejuvenate

Your words sometimes feel like a salve on my soul that I wish I could reciprocate. I know you’re hurting and I want all the loveliest things to unfold for you. Everything in your secret heart, I ...


June 05, 2017

On A Whim in Rejuvenate

On a whim, I applied for a new job. It’s outside of my comfort-zone and I’m three quarters hoping that they don’t call me back because I’m kind of scared I’ll be inadequate. Not smart enough, or ...


June 02, 2017

Summary in Rejuvenate

So, he’s been telling people, “Sorry. I can’t hang out. If I try to have any time that’s just for me, and not ‘family time’ then Ash views it as selfish. She’d probably let me go, but I’d hear ab...


When I have a song in my head and it comes on the radio. When Baby E laughs in that way that kids do where they can’t help themselves. When someone’s cat or dog let’s me pet them and they say, “...


May 24, 2017

Sad Day in Rejuvenate

Lucky had just gotten to where she was eating. She was able to run and play. Our dog killed her this morning and I am so upset and just broken-hearted. I even told my dad this morning that I didn...


http://www.free-tarot-reading.net/readings/122323412 Card 1: How you feel about yourself: The Fool You feel discontent or uneasy and feel a need for a change in your life, a new direction, perha...


May 23, 2017

Domestic Goddess in Rejuvenate

I popped on Facebook and my cousin had posted this: ”I’m trying to compile a list of household practices that showcase unique modes of domestic expression. Please share the ways that your everyda...


The smile that lights up Baby E’s ENTIRE face as he discovers, masters, and enjoys things. Baby E’s tiny voice saying, “I missed you” with such conviction while he throws his chubby baby arms ar...


I thought this journal challenge would be pretty interesting, but of course the first one is something I might struggle with. I guess I can try to keep it as brief as possible. I’m 29. I’m marrie...


For Mother’s Day last Sunday, My husband asked me to set aside money so he could buy me a gift. I told him we really couldn’t afford anything, but that what I really wanted was something handmade...


I haven’t had much time to write…REALLY write. Any spare writing moment has been to type to my therapist. I don’t know if it’s normal, but when she asks me questions, I feel scared. I’m scared of...


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