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hello summer is in its death throes, not in like a car accident way but in a dying peacefully after a long and satisfying life way. what I’m trying to say is it’s warm out, but at night, especial...


Current books: I have been reading The Living by Annie Dillard since POSSIBLY THE BEGINNING OF TIME (aka July 23). I don’t usually stretch out books this long but holy SHIT have I been too busy a...


hello I strongly considered calling in sick to work today because it was soooo nice out and I was soooo not feeling it, but then I went, and my station was DOUBLE BOOKED, so I did not have to wor...


last night I got home from a very trying shift at work and didn’t know what to do with myself and an article came up on my twitter feed about a spider that lived for 43 years, in the same nest, a...


yesterday was my first shift working the cold station ALONE in the restaurant. it was terrifying, especially because it was my first day back to work after like 6 days of vacation?? the prep on t...


I want more tattoos it’s SO ANNOYING. I don’t even know what I want them to bE I just want to enjoy the pain and then have a cool drawing on me. please send money. I won’t just spend it all on ta...


(gonna talk about some body image stuff) yesterday I think for probably the first time in my whole entire life I WAS TOLD BY AN AUTHORITY FIGURE THAT I WAS NOT WEARING ENOUGH CLOTHING. it was hid...


sometimes I think about how when I started at the bookstore I really loved that job and it makes me wonder if I love being a line cook because it’s new and challenging and exciting and maybe in a...


my therapist called my current state a ‘growth spurt’ and I hope she’s right, and I hope it continues to be a good thing. after running into John’s friends at Eaux Claires I texted him, just to s...


hey! eaux claires was this weekend and it was a lot of things. the whole “not releasing a lineup” thing ended up being very disappointing because it was mostly all the same bands that play every ...


best books I’ve read: poetry: They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us by Hanif AbdurraqibDepression & Other Magic Tricks by Sabrina BenaimTell Me by Kim AddonizioLucifer at the Starlite by Kim ...


so I know you probably don’t want to hear my fruitcake opinions about like, the motions of the cosmos, but some really fucking mercury retrograde shit has been happening lately and YEAH NO mercur...


I no longer work in marketing!!!!!!!!! and my body is kinda full of beer about it. it’s actually weird how many boys from my past, or tangentially from my past, have resurfaced in the last few da...


on setting boundaries + expectations with boys: Michael tried to reschedule on me AGAIN (he rescheduled or cut short literally every plan we had) and when I told him I was annoyed and that I need...


-deskjob things: I put in my notice! I only have to be here two more times after today! I have to write a press release for a thing I can guarantee with absolute certainty that NOBODY cares about...


so! hey. forgive me if I’m a little “”“up”“” right now. I just did two back-to-back stages (pronounced in the french way but I don’t want to go looking for the little accent chapeau or whatev) at...


I don’t even know if you could call this a 180 from my previous entry. Michael and I finally went out and I am extremely smitten with him even though he is an objectively terrible kisser. was he ...


I’m sad and I forgot what I was going to call this entry but it was really clever! trust!! Michael canceled on me tonight and I am feeling A Way about it. he cited needing introvert alone time, a...


the other night I dreamed that I was on a date with a boy I will tell you about in a minute, and in the middle of the date I got up to go to the bathroom and then I got distracted and forgot, for...


Current books: I just finished The Pisces by Melissa Broder. everything this woman writes HAUNTS ME FOR LIFE ugh!!!! I am also reading Marcus Samuelsson’s memoir because. you know. chef life. Cur...


so! it’s all food service life up in here. we opened the college restaurant this week where we sell relatively fancy fucking food for super cheap, like you can have 3 courses of completely scratc...


hello I did a cool and scary thing last night and I got hardly any sleep because of the cool and scary thing and now it is morning and I want to do more cool and scary things I really do! so I st...


hello angels! we are in the middle of getting 7-15 inches of snow that I am kind of annoyed about because it’s mid-April but I was also kind of looking for an excuse to stay inside my apartment f...


some things that have happened recently: -I went to bed at 8 pm last night like it was an emergency, face unwashed, teeth unbrushed, because that is my almost-33-year-old body’s response to two b...


so everything is sort of a weird ordeal! I am very broke and I guess my insurance doesn’t actually kick in for a few days and I needed a strep test and I got a strep test and I DON’T HAVE STREP a...


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