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hi I’m feeling very bad and defeated and I don’t know if I have the means to feel good and non-defeated right now so here are some words. my bank account went negative again lmaooooo. I set up al...


I’ve gotten into listening to full albums lately, more than I used to, and I wish I could remember all the unintentionally shady shit David has said about my music but it is hilarious. he has no ...


so the breaking bad movie is coming out tomorrow and david’s like what time do you get off work? and I’m like oh I’m off all day. and he’s like sweet get ready for some FUCKIN EGG ROLLS. he order...


Current books: I recently read Gender Queer by Maia Kobabe, a graphic memoir about eir gender stuff. it is perfection. Current music: Deafheaven and Russian Circles Current stuff I’m watching: I ...


so new orleans was great and I ate a lot of great food and my only regret is that I did not eat even more. I had a long list of restaurants I wanted to go to which, once we got in town, became am...


I was lucid for a moment in a dream last night. I’d walked into a bathroom with a strange long toilet - like one you’re meant to lie in rather than sit on - full of shit. it was like many, many, ...


last night David and I cooked dinner at my house. he did most of the work, and then I ate most of the sorbet after dinner, and then I fell asleep very early and unintentionally while we snuggled ...


Current books: Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer. combines Native wisdom with western science and is so, so good. Current music: I’m liking quick and inconsequential songs, like those by...


since I started working part time I’ve been looking at my paychecks and thinking, were my expenses ever so high that this wasn’t enough? according to my calculations I can sort of just barely squ...


don’t worry, all is wellall is so perfectly, damnably well I’ve been feeling very loved and the weather has been cradling me in its hands. today it was that perfect luscious temperature where you...


I’m off for three fucking days in a row and it is nice out for the first time in my whole LIFE. after all this whining about how it’s only ever sunny out when I’m working I am now inexplicably ch...


Current books: The Fifth Season by N.K. Jemisin Current music: I have a spotify playlist titled ‘most important’ that I purposely have not downloaded and made available to myself offline in order...


I am filled with the energy of someone who will not let her life be the way it is anymore. I’ve changed things around in my apartment enough that it is almost a perfect place to be and I am makin...


is it possible to have a job in which you don’t get emotionally entangled? that doesn’t define your existence? or is anything you spend 40 hours a week doing, that you depend upon for income, by ...


hey! my credit union finally offered me an auto loan with a decent interest rate and they also have this auto buying service where you uh… don’t have to deal with a car salesperson even once ever...


some days my coworkers are my favorite people and work is fun and other days I feel like I could have a grand mal seizure on the line and they wouldn’t even notice until they realized it was taki...


so this wild shit is happening where I’ve been hanging out with this guy and the more I see him the more I like him? we’ve hardly so much as kissed and idk it’s like feelings town pretty much alr...


in my latest set of Impulsive But Very Correct Decisions I have applied to get my TEFL certificate so I can move to warm places and talk to people there, and I am equally excited about a current ...


Current books: today I went to the library looking for a book that jumped out at me so that I could read in the sun. it was a little too cold out to read outside in the sun, I realized after walk...


I’m feeling a lil crisis-y, not necessarily in the world-ending-despair sense of the word but in the ‘stuff is about to happen’ sense of the word. stuff is about to happen. I don’t know what. but...


I am in california and I’m having a lot of revelations. things about my relationship with my brother, his relationship with our mom, and stuff about myself in general that goes with my general th...


I will be warm in California relatively soon! where I am now, it is snowing, after having already snown many an inch, and I am inside a dwelling I pay money to live in, with the heat up, and my s...


everything is exhausting but I’m having fun with it I guess?? is this the cook’s life? I think this is the cook’s life. desperate drinks after hours, every quadrant of my body sporting multiple m...


I’m planning another trip to San Luis Obispo because, you know, of course I am. I deeply cannot afford this but I’ve also decided in a bit of a manic fit that I not only need to go, but also get ...


[tw sexual assault things] I burst into tears last night because it occurred to me, suddenly, to call it rape. I haven’t been calling it rape. I’ve been calling it sexual assault but why haven’t ...


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