Auroralisa
Flailing her whole life just thinking she can teach herself to fly.
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Lost. in Lift those heavy eyelids.
Everyone at the apartment, with the exception of my daughter, is depressed. Life is really hard to handle right now. My mother is sick with a number of ailments, my husband is perpetually sufferi...
My best friend’s grandmother died this morning. I am very close to their family, so this is a big blow. She went into hospice care last weekend, so it was expected, but it still hurts. I haven’t...
Las hormigas pesan más que los elefantes. in Cold comfort of the in between.
It’s getting pretty bad again. Roller coaster moments, almost every moment. We got the tax money, but it was $1500 short because of a food stamp over payment that we took advantage of at the beg...
Amenaza desde arriba. in Cold comfort of the in between.
I don ‘t know whether the treat is my mind or the darkness that constantly looms. I don’t know that I’ll ever figure it out either. I guess that’s the mystery that keeps the journey going. Husb...
I cracked at work yesterday. Ran to my psychiatrist’s office to get a leave of absence note. It’s only until March 20th, but that’s something. I have some paid time off, not much but some. I nee...
Demasiado temprano a propósito. in Cold comfort of the in between.
It’s sort of freeing and peaceful being up earlier than normal. You get to take your time, which is rare for me on the weekdays. Brother-in-law started thinking about relocating to Washington w...
Fluido. in Cold comfort of the in between.
Things. That are happening right now: The music I’ve been listening to on Apple Music is random, and usually good. I’m digging the rhythm of the mystery of it all. I’m one and a half drinks in,...
Te extraño. Y tengo noticias. in Cold comfort of the in between.
This place is a mess. Face has broken out from stress. Three liquors in the cup, and it’s not better yet. There are plans, but very little action at the moment. Very frustrating. Being cut to ...
There’s this song I love called ‘Do It Anyway’. Sometimes it has me belting the lyrics at the top of my voice, other times weeping and mumbling with the melody. This morning it was both. Call it...
La ficción de la corrección. in Cold comfort of the in between.
Second anniversary of my hysterectomy. Last night I drank vodka with juice, and read every line of my newly procured operative report. Just fascinated. It was such a trying and difficult procedu...
Vehemente, romántica, frenético. in Cold comfort of the in between.
Right now: Sinus infection still present. Had to take my lunch at work early. Husband is back to work, thank god. Extremely worried about not being able to pay bills. Tax money is no where in...
Llamando a su nombre. in Cold comfort of the in between.
I slept in late today. Three hours more than I would have normally slept. I don’t know that extra sleep did me any good, but who ever really knows that. Husband and I are still moving forward wi...
El sueño de una vida diferente. in Cold comfort of the in between.
Tonight’s adventure is a fantasy about moving to another state. We have friends that live in Vancouver, Washington. They say that it’s amazing compared to Los Angeles. But anything is better comp...
I’m at the laundromat. There are about a dozen between here and where I live, but I stumbled upon this one and it’s charm stuck with me. If laundromats can have charm. Which this one does. I fou...
Casa de nuevo. in Cold comfort of the in between.
I’m trying to get the feeling back. I don’t want to drag the past with me into this new space. I just want to move forward. I cut and dyed my hair tonight. Painted my nails party glitter colors...
