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Woke up in severe pain and so sick the sound of the faucet dripping was enough to make me vomit. An urge which I fought none to well. Luckily after I evacuated the contents of my stomach I’m feel...

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So my cat is stealing cranes . . . Really ! Really Mirage ! I slept till 3 pm today and my back hurts. I really need to get on a sleeping schedule because it’s messing my meds all up. Reminder to...

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I fall into a rhythm I can’t hear, and certainly can’t dance to. I close my eyes and silence takes me to a land of screams. I want to break things. Shatter everything around me. All I want lately...

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I owed someone pictures of paper animals XD When I’m finished with the cranes I’ll post new animals <3 Ding 332 ! Of course I have ten dimonds and fifty squares all on their way to becoming cr...

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The life I loved did not begin until after my mother died. I had decided long before then I wanted change but it wasn’t something she’d lived to see. I often wonder if she had would her perspecti...

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It’s 3:30 am and low and behold I am wide awake watching something new on Netflix while I push out lines of yellow paper cranes. Ding 250. I’m tired as hell so there is no reason at all I can’t s...

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Two hundred and forty cranes is a lot but not even close to 1000. I didn’t get out of bed till almost 4pm. My sleep schedule is insane long sweeping amounts of time in bed at the most random of t...

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Not been around much mainly because I’ve been all over the place. Trying to get my meds stabilized again (went a few w/o them) Guess who is past her first 100 cranes ? I am I am! I’m sitting here...

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I need to eat. I’ve been making cranes since I woke up and found my paper outside the front door. My heart is aching and I’m not really sure why, a lot has been on my mind lately but perhaps it’s...

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I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. That is all.

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I caught the darkness, it was drinking from your cup I caught the darkness drinking from your cup I said is this contagious? You said just drink it up. I got no future, I know my days are few T...

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I lost the dog leash and my sister is coming over in a few so we can walk the dogs. The last thing I want to do is go outside in the heat and walk with fucking people who want to talk. In my sear...

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1) If someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? They’d read Socrates “Gorgias” They’d watch “Harold & Maude” They’d listen to this playlist https://...

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Feeling a little better today, nabbed my silver gold and bronze markers for my envelopes and addressed them. Had forgotten how to address letters to Canada and England =-= Needed a refresher but ...

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It took me till 11:40 but I finally convinced myself to get up and shower. Have you ever just not wanted to come clean? Well now I am and I smell like strawberries so that’s that. I wrote my frie...

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The lights on the ceiling look like stars from beneath my black skull covered blanket. There is a friend who desperately needs me to pull my shit together but all I can do is avoid their emails a...

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So I’ve been trying to think of something to cheer brother dear up. I think I’m going to send him a box of a thousand paper cranes with a little card that says make a wish. I’ll string them up li...

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So the tech comes over takes one look at the router and says “What a piece of shit” He proceeds to tell us they’ve been taking those routers out of people’s houses for two years. We get a new rou...

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My dad wants a dragon and X wants a T-rex.... I am over here making cranes and frogs people. What you want is WAY outta my league at the moment. I want to make a damn rabbit. A nice rabbit… maybe...

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I am NOT very good at origami, but I just started so I suppose that’s okay. I wanted to make a rabbit but the video I was using sucked. Now I’m too frustrated to try again strait away. Maybe I’ll...

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Too much shit on my mind, been thinking and falling down rabbit holes. I miss people I’ve knocked out of my life for being continuously shitty to me. What does that mean ? Idk Trying to respond w...

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It is hot as hell and let me preface by saying there is no air conditioner in our truck. We spent hours driving around looking for gas. We had to get in line and X was so stressed that he wasn’t ...

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I bought a bottle of sake, does this mean a storm is coming? Wrote letters today going to put them in the post Friday. Did not like how the scenting of the paper came out. Trying it with less pap...

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Hollowed out heaven Rendered me hell Fallen down angel Caught in the swell Do they dance like angels falling ? Do they spin like tidal waves- Pulling them home ? Hollowed out heaven Rendered me j...

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The last poem I wrote here was five days ago. I should try and write something today. I woke up dreaming about eating an entire box of smores cereal. I don’t even know if that’s a thing but if it...

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