Silver Satan ⋅

Probably singing about narwhals and reading hentai.

She's mad, but she's magic. There's no lie in her fire.

Charles Bukowski

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Woke up in severe pain and so sick the sound of the faucet dripping was enough to make me vomit. An urge which I fought none to well. Luckily after I evacuated the contents of my stomach I’m feel...


So my cat is stealing cranes . . . Really ! Really Mirage ! I slept till 3 pm today and my back hurts. I really need to get on a sleeping schedule because it’s messing my meds all up. Reminder to...


2 days ago

Can't get free in Dead Words

I fall into a rhythm I can’t hear, and certainly can’t dance to. I close my eyes and silence takes me to a land of screams. I want to break things. Shatter everything around me. All I want lately...


I owed someone pictures of paper animals XD When I’m finished with the cranes I’ll post new animals <3 Ding 332 ! Of course I have ten dimonds and fifty squares all on their way to becoming cr...


3 days ago

Fuck my mind in Dead Words

The life I loved did not begin until after my mother died. I had decided long before then I wanted change but it wasn’t something she’d lived to see. I often wonder if she had would her perspecti...


4 days ago

Sera Sera in Dead Words

It’s 3:30 am and low and behold I am wide awake watching something new on Netflix while I push out lines of yellow paper cranes. Ding 250. I’m tired as hell so there is no reason at all I can’t s...


Two hundred and forty cranes is a lot but not even close to 1000. I didn’t get out of bed till almost 4pm. My sleep schedule is insane long sweeping amounts of time in bed at the most random of t...


September 17, 2017

Hello Again in Dead Words

Not been around much mainly because I’ve been all over the place. Trying to get my meds stabilized again (went a few w/o them) Guess who is past her first 100 cranes ? I am I am! I’m sitting here...


September 14, 2017

Fuck it in Dead Words

I need to eat. I’ve been making cranes since I woke up and found my paper outside the front door. My heart is aching and I’m not really sure why, a lot has been on my mind lately but perhaps it’s...


I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. That is all.


September 13, 2017

Darkness in Dead Words

I caught the darkness, it was drinking from your cup I caught the darkness drinking from your cup I said is this contagious? You said just drink it up. I got no future, I know my days are few T...


September 12, 2017

Lost in Dead Words

I lost the dog leash and my sister is coming over in a few so we can walk the dogs. The last thing I want to do is go outside in the heat and walk with fucking people who want to talk. In my sear...


September 09, 2017

Stolen Survey in Dead Words

1) If someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? They’d read Socrates “Gorgias” They’d watch “Harold & Maude” They’d listen to this playlist https://...


September 08, 2017

Bunnies in Dead Words

Feeling a little better today, nabbed my silver gold and bronze markers for my envelopes and addressed them. Had forgotten how to address letters to Canada and England =-= Needed a refresher but ...


September 07, 2017

Tonight in Dead Words

It took me till 11:40 but I finally convinced myself to get up and shower. Have you ever just not wanted to come clean? Well now I am and I smell like strawberries so that’s that. I wrote my frie...


September 07, 2017

Spiraling in Dead Words

The lights on the ceiling look like stars from beneath my black skull covered blanket. There is a friend who desperately needs me to pull my shit together but all I can do is avoid their emails a...


September 06, 2017

1000 Paper Cranes in Dead Words

So I’ve been trying to think of something to cheer brother dear up. I think I’m going to send him a box of a thousand paper cranes with a little card that says make a wish. I’ll string them up li...


September 05, 2017

AT&T Why you do this? in Dead Words

So the tech comes over takes one look at the router and says “What a piece of shit” He proceeds to tell us they’ve been taking those routers out of people’s houses for two years. We get a new rou...


September 04, 2017

Woot Origami in Dead Words

My dad wants a dragon and X wants a T-rex.... I am over here making cranes and frogs people. What you want is WAY outta my league at the moment. I want to make a damn rabbit. A nice rabbit… maybe...


September 04, 2017

Origami Night in Dead Words

I am NOT very good at origami, but I just started so I suppose that’s okay. I wanted to make a rabbit but the video I was using sucked. Now I’m too frustrated to try again strait away. Maybe I’ll...


September 04, 2017

1:33 am in Dead Words

Too much shit on my mind, been thinking and falling down rabbit holes. I miss people I’ve knocked out of my life for being continuously shitty to me. What does that mean ? Idk Trying to respond w...


September 02, 2017

Go away sun in Dead Words

It is hot as hell and let me preface by saying there is no air conditioner in our truck. We spent hours driving around looking for gas. We had to get in line and X was so stressed that he wasn’t ...


September 01, 2017

Hello Night in Dead Words

I bought a bottle of sake, does this mean a storm is coming? Wrote letters today going to put them in the post Friday. Did not like how the scenting of the paper came out. Trying it with less pap...


September 01, 2017

0/1/2017 This isn't poetry in Dead Words

Hollowed out heaven Rendered me hell Fallen down angel Caught in the swell Do they dance like angels falling ? Do they spin like tidal waves- Pulling them home ? Hollowed out heaven Rendered me j...


September 01, 2017

Random Tangent in Dead Words

The last poem I wrote here was five days ago. I should try and write something today. I woke up dreaming about eating an entire box of smores cereal. I don’t even know if that’s a thing but if it...


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