Silver Satan ⋅

Rawr I am a panda. Okay so not a panda. So I'm a girl with rainbow hair who has to write and isn't particularly loquacious unless I have something to say. I am a no holds barred kinda gal. I have no secrets unless they aren't my own, and there isn't really a topic i'm not interested in. I'm not normal. I see the world differently and that's neither a bad nor a good thing, it's just a thing and part of who I am. I like tacos, glitter, trouble, wilderness, tea and dragons.

She's mad, but she's magic. There's no lie in her fire.

Charles Bukowski

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13 hours ago

Crazy in Dead Words

My world is an illusion. I am crazy. I am crazy and without my medication, I have no idea which feelings or perspectives are real and which are fantasy. To me when I am like this they are all rea...


16 hours ago

Objection in Dead Words

My life of lovely organized chaos has been flung into pure chaos. I object! I wish I had more to say, but it wouldn’t really be of interest. My mind isn’t exactly well right now so it wouldn’t be...


I have been going at this all wrong. I needed to destress something fierce the very existence of well everything was grinding on my nerves and well stress is what got me into this issue isn’t it?...


1 day ago

Ignore This in Dead Words

Tired. Behind on writing, unable to get up and walk around. I am having trouble breathing, the pain makes it hard to move, and then there is the heart trouble of last night. I was just happily go...


I am prefacing this entry by saying Fuck you. I just don’t want to hear it. I don’t want to hear I need to go to the ER, the doctor, the whatever… I know I am aware and I don’t need anyone to t...


3 days ago

=^-^= in Dead Words

I have hit the perfect food to pain med ratio. And though I know this feeling will not last. I am happy!


3 days ago

Pain in Dead Words

My glasses will not stay on the bridge keeps breaking going to try extreme measures to fix them this weekend. I have to have them I am blind without them. Oh and my pain is back in full force. I ...


4 days ago

-Squishy hugs- in Dead Words

I noticed sleeping most the day and all the night away has really aided the meds in making me better so I did it again today. It was probably best anyway I am in a terrible agitated mood. I need ...


5 days ago

Bleh in Dead Words

Today has been bed and pain and trying to amuse my self while in bed and in pain. Also, my glasses keep falling apart. /sigh I didn’t make my word sprint mostly because I can’t see without my gl...


I am 1867 words into a 7000-word sprint which started three hours ago and lasts until midnight tomorrow! -Cheers herself on- <— So not like me haha. I think it’s time to push my self. I got st...


6 days ago

Ello out there in Dead Words

Now that things have settled down I am a lot less stressed. I have my meds, I have my tramadol… lol That deserves a special shout out because it’s the only reason I’m sleeping and the only reason...


We need to build her an outdoor kennel. Before I get all the lectures let me say “Just don’t” This is a very special case and a very special dog and she is treated very well. She is an in door d...


7 days ago

Let's recap in Dead Words

-Woke up terrible pain -Spent day at Er -Was told I have shingles pain will get worse last at least a month -Glasses snapped in half now poorly secured with tape (completely blind w/o them -Meds ...


So I woke up this morning, severe pain. Couldn’t even lift my arm, cat jumped on me and I wanted to kill her. I give. We went to the ER. Guess who has shingles? That’s right… 31 and I won the lot...


When despair for the world grows in me and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be, I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beaut...


November 11, 2017

NaNoWriMo in Dead Words

Instead of pushing to up my word count today I sat down and sorted the mess that my novel was becoming. I am far too into the thick to be using one long Focus Writer doc, so I downloaded Scrivene...


Mmmmmm white chocolate peppermint and espresso <3 I am not writing enough. I mean I am on time and making my word count but I could be really writing and I’m not. Also there is still spiderwe...


I’ve been barely trucking along but still on time especially since I plan to actually buckle down and write now that I’ve re-ordered my story. I decided to make my main chara a side and a side th...


November 09, 2017

Tsundere in Dead Words

It just occurred to me this is my classification.... Fucking hilarious.


All the people who make videos/ articles on this babble too damn much it’s thirty minutes in and you came with one question here’s the strait to it answer. I have “unicorn hair” and to make it mo...


I was propositioned in a kroger parking lot walking with X while wearing my raccoon pajamas. Let me refresh your memory I’m wearing this… Anyway I went out in my raccoon pj’s because it was wet ...


November 08, 2017

NaNo Word Count: 21190 in Dead Words

Tonight has been prime for writing. I took a small break to eat and watch a show so I am here but about to head right back to it. After I take the dog out of course because she ALWAYS has to be l...


November 07, 2017

Sit the hell down! in Dead Words

Sleep is good. I took myself to bed setting an alarm for 1 in hopes I get up and shower before my sister came over. Instead I woke up played around with apps till two got up groggily and before ...


November 07, 2017

NaNo Word Count :15609 in Dead Words

I… I’ve sort of lost track of days passing. I defiantly need to be on the anti-psychotic again. Unfortunately I’ve lost track of when I am supposed to be at the doctor and all my paper work and -...


Lame.... I’ve been in a weird writing place all day. It’s the first day since being sick I really felt up to writing, and I’ve HATED everything I’ve written all day, including everything I had AL...


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