Silver Satan ⋅

Druid, Pansexual, Peaceful Anarchist, Book Dragon, Artist, Tea Enthusiast, PTSD, Alternate Personalities, Theologian, Sexologist, Anxiety, Gypsy, Writer, Skeptic, Memento mori, Truth Seeker, Strange, No nonsense, Blunt, Wanderlust, Gamer, Meditator, Horror Movie Fanatic, Taco Lover. Not for the faint of heart. No, really I'm not just saying that I say shit I shouldn't out loud and often. (Hello Entry) https://www.prosebox.net/entry/670740/

The mountains are calling & I must go & I will work on while I can, studying incessantly.

John Muir

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6 hours ago

Well Fuck in Dead Words

X might lose his job, because he’s been getting a ride to work while he fixes the truck and my father who he works with is that ride and has been offered a job far from here for six months. So ye...


7 hours ago

7 Day Ritual in Pagan Babble

Here we go my products came in and are perfect! Now to mix Hoodoo, Hermetic and Druid practices with a bit of blood magic and by Yggdrasil, I think I have it. My seven-day ritual of bathing medit...


11 hours ago

Rabble Rabble in Dead Words

Three shipments of books have been sent and yet the largest shipment the one I am anxious for the most hasn’t even shipped yet! -kicks and fits- Oh yeah, the truck is still fucked. Onward to rep...


(I was painfully honest answering this quiz) THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME 1. Needles 2. Someone, I love being hurt/hurting themselves 3. When people get angry and physically defuse i.e. slam shit o...


I smell like cherry blossoms, persimmons, iris, vanilla bourbon, and sandalwood. Plus I sparkle. That’s the kind of mood I am in today I fucking sparkle… (okay so also because well bath glitter b...


2 days ago

Thread in Dead Words

Fell asleep after the guys left for work this morning but as always when I have any amount of energy I didn’t wake up any later than I normally sleep. This new found energy is tentative I best ke...


2 days ago

Rain in Pagan Babble

Gods how I have wanted rain. Rain and thunder to clear my head and make the world silent and tonight I am blessed with those soft rumbles and clinking splashes outside the window as the house sle...


Well, when I come here to write I write so it seems. o.O I have no intention of keeping this pace up of publishing entry after entry it’s just I have a lot to write the last few days. This is jus...


3 days ago

On track ? in Dead Words

I am doing this. Slowly but surely I am taking pieces of my life back, but I must make sure I go slowly because if I try and make a sprint of it I will burn out into cinders before I make it anyw...


3 days ago

Pagan Babble in Pagan Babble

Jumping back into a practice of an archaic religion that the handful of people practice won’t even talk to you anymore (not that you want to talk to them anyway) is a lot like deciding to pick ba...


Finally decided to add a Hello entry since my other has been deleted for I think over a year now. I am so on top of my shit. -coughs You’ll notice I put a random bunch of labels on the front of m...


So I am picky about books that go on my to buy list. I have to really want them. I have to know I will enjoy them for whatever reason. If they are just a would like to read I don’t put them on my...


So I actually spent money today on me. That’s right! And yes it was mostly books but that’s not the point I did a thing! It’s the books I actually bought that matter =) First the not books. I bo...


My glasses are falling apart on my nose. The tape has worn thin again and broken because I’ve been lax in replacing it. I find annoyance in the slightest thought of retaping them because waking u...


I’ve just been awoken up out of a dead sleep because my sister was supposed to be here or so she said to X via text an hour ago. I am normally one of those weird pop outta bed fully functioning k...


February 11, 2018

I am not a panda in Dead Words

X is sick, the truck is still whatever it is, X went in for his interview only to be told there was no longer a position available (This after they had pretty much eluded the job was his), My ins...


February 11, 2018

Pet Peeves # 1 in Dead Words

Dear people, that’s not how KARMA works LEARN about a word especially a culturally religiously loaded word before you use it and don’t turn it into the newest “Can’t even” Where it’s said every 3...


I now know why out of nowhere I was huddled on the sofa sobbing and wanting to kill myself for absolutely no reason. It’s one of the side effects of being me and female one that normally doesn’t...


February 08, 2018

Grave in Dead Words

Here I am sitting here again another day of nothing but bone shattering sorrow and over what? Everything? Nothing? The chemicals in my brain decide. I know there is a rising from this place. I se...


I should have never told you what I told you. It was a part of history I didn’t want to re-live. Now that I’ve talked about it I can’t seem to shake it back where it belongs. I miss the fuck...


February 06, 2018

Survey in Dead Words

Today was getting some shit done then me turning into a crying woman again craving things I shouldn’t and instead sleeping and seething in pain. So Survey Three things I want to say to three dif...


February 06, 2018

As I wake in Dead Words

… Can’t make it to insurance today went outside the truck is positively drained of anti-freeze. X’s stress level’s have hit maximum limits. Only thing to do is force as much shit on our list off...


February 06, 2018

Slipped in Dead Words

I suppose I slipped. I was awake one moment and sobbing the next. I cried all day and well into the evening lost in nothing but the crying. It makes sense I hold on so tightly to everything I ha...


February 05, 2018

.... in Dead Words

Whatever is keeping me alive is killing me and I can’t escape it. I’ve perfected it actually the art of swatting away every thought of killing myself, the art of pushing away those dark fantasie...


February 05, 2018

Sleeping in Dead Words

“ Was I sleeping, while the others suffered? Am I sleeping now? Tomorrow, when I wake, or think I do, what shall I say of today? That with Estragon my friend, at this place, until the fall of nig...


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