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I had a good cry yesterday. Felt like I needed it. I miss the children, makes me sad I don’t get to be a proper dad anymore. Just overwhelming at times.  Today I feel lonely but it's ok. Those ...

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Really bizarre few days in honesty. BIG fall out with a close friend. It was a long time coming and I reached the end of my tether. I have no ill feelings about this. Good news, I have been sp...

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More of a basic entry for me today but the first day in a great many weeks and months I feel I can just... talk I suppose. Work was boringly easy, without some stimulus for the brain I just fin...

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I was just in the bath watching a movie on my phone. My phone updated recently and the battery warning came up. I mistook it for a phone call. I am sad today for those I care about as well as n...

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I'm a little sad today. Not for me, but for friends. Someone I'm close to is struggling at the moment and I cannot help which is not ideal. I suppose I am being helpful by being unhelpful thoug...

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It's been a not so busy day, the mountains of work have been reduced to mere stones. Frankly, its becoming mundane. I'm sure I would complain should it be the other way around though so I welcom...

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I'm still sad about the cat. I've not enjoyed today much and it was my last day off until I'm back to work. I must come across as melodramatic on here. I'm reminding myself that I am generally a...

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The old lady of a cat died last night. She had to be put to sleep at the vets. Either that or an amputated leg but the latter is too much for a cat of 15 years old and other health complications...

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I slept like shit in truth. I feel like I mustn't have hit REM sleep, but I feel like I dreamt a life time. Reality escapes me, fantasy creeps in.  Problem is, the fantasy is essentially reali...

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I have a habit of having a conversation with someone but also trying to delve into their mind, see what they are really feeling. People rarely show their true emotion. A heart to heart of sorts...

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You know when something good or bad happens and you get excited to tell someone? Or when you see a cool car or a nice sunset so you ring someone to tell them about it? Then they don't pick up th...

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