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i want more... i deserve so much less... broken hands reach out... for human flesh... desire... obtained, disdained and reciprocated to a point... set the hook or set me free... but soft....


how many times does this old heart have to break... before all the kings men just walk away... how many times must i look out the window... to the fading light of day... is it nobler of the ...


May 31, 2026

time in back on my feet again

i woke up today secure in my feelings. took my pain killers and watched a little TV. went to the store for some necessary stuff. i couldn't remember if it was Friday or Monday, outside has a r...


i will miss you...


long ago in a valley far away... one of our ancestors looked up from his poppy seeds and saw in the sky... something that looked a lot like god... he asked his friend what he saw in the sky a...


the holiday is almost gone... and here in Podunk i feels like Sunday... its that time of year as seasons mature, that the dying of the innocence should feel so comforting... weather eyes to t...


2 blondes are walking through the woods when they come upon a set of tracks... one of them says "oh looky! Bunny tracks!" the other one says "Dont be silly, their dear tracks!" and they stand...


as a race... yes, A, race... i am baffled by how we get stuck on one aspect of a thing and waste towers of money and brain power on it... example: how were all the megalithic structures in t...


there will come a time when your world will stop... and thats okay... life will be a hollowed out husk as you look around for anything familiar to hold onto... the day she died i was dragged...


i wake up... i look to see if came home... i set on my couch... i have 3 eggs... the tv is the soundtrack of life... the sun sets... i turn on a lamp... i turn off the lamp... i lay down...


May 21, 2026

evening in back on my feet again

they say one must rage at the dying if the light... the police call that disorderly conduct...


i am in no way suicidal... thats a sin... i try not to sin too much... however i am so very tired of living... i truly am...


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my appetites are not as charming as the mainstream brow beat us with... and although the spirit is willing... the flesh is spongy and bruised... and in the quiet of the night... there is sti...


She would call me HAY... in emergent cases she would call me Earl... it was a great privilege for me to touch her... i was always last in line... our romance was over... the other three wer...


if the world were flat... then all things would be equal... and i could learn to love again...


this is what grief and depression do... i have been placed in a round room and told to set in a corner... 


this is what grief and depression do... i have been placed in a round room and told to set in a corner... 


Angela Her name was Angela, so named for her grandmother whom she never met. I remember her long black hair, how soft it was and how it shone like silver in the sunlight. Her name was Angela ...


i wrote this 26 years ago...  I went to my home town today, and took a drive. The place hadn’t changed much. the stores where I learned how to be a clever thief are still there, and the house...


May 08, 2026

may 23 in back on my feet again

holidays mean nothing... they represent a high wire act.... they bounce and wiggle as i struggle... to the left i fall and land wrist first on a pile of razor blades... to the right i fall d...


night time is easy... day time is hard... daylight hides nothing... no secrets... all lies... night time holds me... cradles me in its chilled embrace.... the rain gives me permission... ...


if i were free... there is a cabin in the Tennessee mountains that looks over a lake of crystal blue... orange and amber skies try to hide behind cotton candy pink and purple clouds... the t...


I wanna love... I wanna live... I still have so much left to give... Now I'm alone in a world of gloom... Abandoned here in my little room... So much water underneath that bridge... Water...


i want so many things... age... disability... crippling mental states... for me it is too late...


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