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I have much for which to be grateful.

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I cannot say that my life is absolutely perfect, but then, whose is? I have much for which to be grateful. I have even made a new friend, my neighbor, “Stella”. We hang out together, at her apart...


Visited oldest daughter and family, today. Had a nice dinner. Got to see the grandkids. Her husband picked me up. Had a nice day.


November 24, 2020

Tuesday Morning... in And So It Goes....

I let my neighbor borrow my laundry card, on Saturday afternoon, so that she could wash and dry a small load of laundry. She said that she is still going to wash that load, and would give it back...


November 23, 2020

Hello... in And So It Goes....

It was not a bad day. I got all cleaned up and wore my brand new winter coat when I went up to the hospital to get my vitamin B12 injection. I bundled up. It was cold up there. After that, I went...


November 23, 2020

Of Monday... in And So It Goes....

Going up to the hospital to get my b12 shot. Have a new friend, my next door neighbor. She invites me over. Received a new gov’t cellphone. On Carafate for the symptoms of my new diagnosis, Duode...


November 19, 2020

Well... in And So It Goes....

I took the bus up on the hill to Kroger, which is one of our local grocery stores. I bought what I need to make a single batch of cabbage rolls for one of my acquaintances that lives here, in the...


November 18, 2020

Catching Up... in And So It Goes....

My daughter invited me up to her house for Thanksgiving. Her name is Anne. She is married and has 4 children. I will be bringing a double sized cheeseball, 2 boxes of Triscuit Crackers, a Cherry ...


November 15, 2020

Of Sunday... in And So It Goes....

Tomorrow, I have to catch an early bus up to the hospital’s blood draw lab to complete fasting bloodwork. I got ready my black coffee, my outfit and my medications. That way, when I get up I will...


November 13, 2020

Pondering... in And So It Goes....

Today, in regard to one of the poor choices that I made, a while back, and of which I took complete ownership, I was asked by someone of whom I discussed these mistakes in complete confidence, if...


November 11, 2020

Mood Shift... in And So It Goes....

Once I got up this morning, I started feeling better. I took ownership of the two poor choice that I made, several weeks ago which may have caused my recent bout of Bipolar Depression. But on the...


My depression is getting close to its worst. I wonder why I am here, and what is the point of it all? It is the illness talking. I do not want to have to be admitted to the outpatient facility, b...


November 08, 2020

Of Sunday... in And So It Goes....

My Bipolar 1 Disorder has been getting the best of me, but I sort of have a game plan. Next month, I will be 60 years old, which means that I can apply to the government nutrition program, possib...


November 07, 2020

Saturday Night... in And So It Goes....

The time is 11:30pm. I got up to make myself a snack. After that, on the news I watch film clips regarding the election results. I tried to fall asleep on the sofa, but started to think about a d...


At the nursing home, Bear has a Certified Nursing Assistant that provides his a.m. care, every morning. He likes her very much. She takes good care of him, and is nice to him. That counts for a l...


November 07, 2020

Back on Track... in And So It Goes....

I consider what happened as a “slip-up”. It was the first time that I had relations with anyone since 1993. I am only human. The weather here in the Ohio Valley is awesome.


Things are going better, in my life. I found out yesterday, upon taking a home pregnancy test, that I am not pregnant. Cory is “history”, as far as I am concerned. I learned a serious lesson…be c...


It is a beautiful day in the neighborhood. Last night, I attended a virtual meeting for those whom have mental health issues. I liked it very much. Here in the Ohio Valley, it is indian summer, a...


This morning, I rested. I feel better. Psychologically, I am feeling a little uneasy. I do not know why. It is probably the aftermath of everything that has been going on, as of late. I have to g...


My appt. w/ my therapist went well.


November 03, 2020

Update... in And So It Goes....

In the middle of the sofa, I found my necklace. I am unable to locate the clasp, which I have to assume broke off. My phone/ internet bill remained the same for this month, $105.88, which was goo...


This morning , over the phone, I will be talking to my therapist. That is a very good thing. It is something that, at this point, is very much needed. I will tell y’all about it in my next entry.


Tomorrow morning, at 11 am, I will have a teletherapy appointment with my therapist. After that, I may go grocery shopping, somewhere. I need to get some groceries in the house, and am getting lo...


November 01, 2020

Blocking... in And So It Goes....

I blocked Cory’s gf b/c she was trying to delve into my personal business. I do not know her. I do not owe her any explanations. Cory claims that he blacked out and does not remember blocking me ...


Ah, the Bipolar 1 Rollercoaster....what a terrible ride it has been .....from being terribly depressed to feeling totally exhilarated from simply hugs and kisses from a 23 year old young man. Wha...


I will be ok. Went downtown to shop. Sat on the front porch in the sunshine. But Cory’s gf messaged me on FB. She was asking me a lot of personal questions. I did not answer her. My life is none ...


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