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A little bit of history. My parents divorced when I was 10 and my sister and I were raised primarily by my mother. When my sister and I were teens, my mother had this very close female friend w...

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After a couple years together now, my relationship with Sarah seems to have hit a rough patch. That’s probably too strong of a word. Things aren’t bad between us, but things have started to fee...

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I enjoyed sharing my last entry. To be clear, I didn’t enjoy living through those experiences, but as someone with my current level of experience in the BDSM community, there’s something fun abo...

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Two spanking experiences I want to share: 1 - I was 12 years old and hanging out with a school friend on a Saturday. For some reason, my friend thought it would be funny if he called 911 and the...

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So it’s been one year since I started with my second attempt to see how long I could go wearing the same underwear. Last time I made regular public updates, but I haven’t been doing that this ti...

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One afternoon after we’d had a discipline session in the bedroom, we were talking about it afterward. We often did this, something she called “after care” and a way for both of us to give feedba...

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I haven’t written in any great detail yet about how my marriage ended and all of that, I’ve just shared a few stories of things that happened between us. I’ve written about how she had sex with ...

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Although they aren’t exactly equivalent, it seems like both men and women have a sexual body part that can vary in size, breasts and penises. Breast size is usually somewhat obvious. I know br...

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Sarah and I play around a little bit with her being dominant, though it’s not an all-important part of our relationship, and certainly not something we do 24/7. I wouldn’t really mind if we did ...

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There’s a weird contradiction in my relationship with Sarah that I’d like to point out. It’s not necessarily something that bothers me, jut something I’ve noticed and would like to write about. ...

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In my stretch of time being single between when my marriage ended and when I met Sarah, I wasn’t overly interested in sexual things. To be honest, other than I few random hook-ups, I mostly kept...

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I was reading the local free LGBT newspaper the other day. Funny that I would never even really consider reading the local regular newspaper because I get any updates I would want on current eve...

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When I first started seeing Sarah, I noticed in her bathroom that she had an assortment of these things that looked like toilet bowl cleaners. Just basically sponges with long handles on them. ...

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Back in September on the last time that Sarah and I went to the beach together, she asked me if I would ever consider wearing a bikini or some other type of women’s swimwear. I was still getting ...

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So after 112 days I am done with my first attempt. I wondered when I started how I would know when I was done. But I figured it out when I was literally embarrassed to wear them out in public. ...

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Sarah and I officially live together now. I like our new place and I’m really happy about sharing a home with her. I wanted to give her a gift as kind of a housewarming, even though we were bo...

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After 112 days, I would say I’m now finally getting to the point where I am a little bit uncomfortable continuing. I haven’t officially decided to stop, but I have noticed I am wearing them much...

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It may seem like a cliche, but it’s true that a majority of the events that we attend with the Fat Acceptance group revolve around food. And in many cases, not just a regular meal but something ...

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Weird confession, but it’s true. I drove several miles from home today and into a park just because I needed to poop and I wanted to do it in one of their filthy portapotties.

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Sarah and I found a place to move together, and we’ll be moving in on November 1st. We’ve been dating for about four months so it might seem quick, but I think we both know we’re committed to a ...

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This is the email I sent to my sister, along with a link to this prosebox: “I recently reminded myself of something for which I’ve had many years of guilty feelings. And I know it’s impossible t...

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I had very little respect for my sister’s privacy when we were kids. I took advantage of any chance I had to go into her room when she wasn’t home. I would go through her things, play with her ...

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One of the guys she was playing with was named Marty. She had gone on a handful of dates with him and told me about the mostly innocent things that had done together. I met him a few times and ...

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Sarah’s lease is ending at the end of October and we’ve been talking about options because of it. We’ve only been dating for three months, but we both know that this feels like a long term relat...

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People often talk about being dominant or submissive in the bedroom, but I quickly learned that I was submissive both in my sexual life and in my normal daily life. Although I can’t deny that th...

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