Stonerella (she/her)
I am just a person with really big feelings....and no one around me who I can let them out to without one of us feeling like I am too much in one way or another. So I am finally finding this space to vent where people might see...but y'all will never know who i truly am. I am indeed too much, too heavy, too emotional, like an explosion went off. I intend to leave that all here as much as I can...I hope it helps someone. Gives someone inspiration or at least let's others know they are not alone.
It is best as one grows older to strip oneself of possessions, to shed oneself downward like a tree, to be almost wholly earth before one dies.
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Shadow work + Grief Journal Promtps in Random Writings
1. Mirror of the Past Think of a trait in your dad that hurt you deeply - anger, manipulation, or control. I think probably the longest damage was caused by his refusal to talk about anything ...
Journal prompting day 2 in Writings remembering Dad.
1: The Double Truth: Write about a moment where your dad caused hurt - and along side it, a moment where you still felt love or tenderness toward him. What does it feel like to hold both truths...
blocked in Writings remembering Dad.
I find myself stuck lately...stuck trying to assure everyone else is okay. My CPTSD brain tells me to just dissociate, and its a pretty automatic thing that happens when I am overwhelmed and fee...
it's a day in Writings remembering Dad.
Today is a day, where i just remember. things vary, the feelings are up and down. i cry, laugh, smile..get mad sometimes. I got mad a lot when you were alive...i guess it makes sense i would get...
Future me in Random Writings
Today, I don't know. Lately, my life has become a lot more unsure than it was even just a month ago.
Finally in Writings remembering Dad.
I tested writing an entry this morning. I don't think it's been the 3 weeks I was initially told I would have to wait before making a post but I'm going to try again. My dad is gone...I guess...
