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A woman can say more in a sigh than a man can say in a sermon.

Arnold Haultain

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May 15, 2014

Quick Update in 2014

Phase 1 of my trip is complete. It's nearly 8 AM and I'm at Catie's in Dayton, OH. Ugh, the drive was awful. At least parts of it were awful. From DC to past Cumberland, MD it was just cloudy...


Haven't been around much because I've been busy packing and moving. Still waiting on laundry before I can pack clothes. I'll technically be gone for 11 days, so I need to pack for 11 days and s...


May 09, 2014

Depressed in 2014

I miss Cori. At the very least, I'm going to drive to Minneapolis (yeah... from here in DC) for his graduation on the 18th. I'm going to stop at Catie's in Ohio on Wednesday, May 14th and drop ...


I watch HGTV frequently. Withholding my thoughts on some of the completely ignorant people on these shows, I can't figure out how many of these people complain about a "20 minute commute" or how...


The visit to Ohio went mostly well. Had some crappy weather and some good weather. I guess I'm loathe to go into it, but I should. The more I realize it, the more I understand that Amanda may ...


My last entry has more on one of the biggest decisions of my life. In any case, I have a sinus infection that I've been battling for a week now, and an awful cough. I had wanted to have some th...


April 10, 2014

The Defining Moment in 2014

So I didn't get the position... I guess if I'd thought the interview went poorly I'd be less upset, but... my temp person said they went with someone with more experience. Of course they did. B...


April 07, 2014

Post-Interview... in 2014

I think it went all right ! A little shaky at first but I recovered quickly. The interview was less formal than I was expecting... no "what is your greatest weakness" questions or anything. In...


April 05, 2014

So Nervous in 2014

One of the temp agencies I was "working" with, well, she had called a couple weeks ago to let me know she never got back to me because she went on maternity leave shortly after she met with me. ...


March 28, 2014

AAAAHHHHHH in 2014

CORI GOT INTO UNIVERSITY OF CINCINNATI !!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH Regardless, I told him it's still his decision but it's the program he wants (Minneapolis has a social work program but he specifically ...


March 26, 2014

Work Update... in 2014

I go to see my new therapist tomorrow. I'm relatively nervous... I only saw my last one twice and never really accomplished anything or knew how to open up. But... I do hope it goes well and I ...


I visited Caitlin (a friend I've known since 7th grade from Ohio) in C-ville over the weekend... the weather was really nice on Saturday and even though it was overcast when I drove back yesterda...


March 17, 2014

Back From Yorktown in 2014

I went to visit Melanie over the weekend... left Saturday morning and came back late last night. Hit a snowstorm on my way north... I've driven in snow before but it was night and visibility was...


March 12, 2014

An Option in 2014

Not much to say. I have an interview at PaperSource tomorrow morning. The lady I talked with threw me for a bit of a loop though because she asked me to bring samples of my creativity. And all I...


March 07, 2014

Missing Him So Much in 2014

Applied to another job, this time at Paper Source, which is apparently at the Mosaic District that I didn't know about. It's near Tysons Corner but actually a bit closer to me and it's a nice li...


March 05, 2014

Panic in 2014

I think I'm having a panic attack... About moving... I talked with Cori a few hours ago and he mentioned how he's relying on me when we move. And I know grad school is intense but I started do...


March 04, 2014

The Least Exotic in 2014

I wouldn't have written anything like this in OD, since Cori was there, and actually he may know I'm on PB. I never actually said anything to him about switching over, and I never asked if he re...


March 02, 2014

Confusion in 2014

I miss my boyfriend. And I don't know when I'm going to see him next. And I really feel like I messed up my life. And I don't feel called to do anything in particular. And now I'm even more s...


Applied to a part-time supervisor position at Kate Spade which opened in the Galleria some months ago... Yeah, it's retail... but it's what I know... and yeah, it's part-time, but some money is ...


February 25, 2014

OT & Help from Parents in 2014

Xavier University in Cincinnati has an occupational therapy program. Now I have even more of a desire to go there, which I didn't think was possible. Mom and I are also going to discuss prelimi...


February 22, 2014

Sick Again in 2014

And by "sick" I don't mean "I have the flu." I'm just so incredibly depressed right now... I had a barium swallow in the morning (which, as I found out later, came back normal) and then 12 hours...


February 19, 2014

Nothing Keeping Me Here in 2014

I'm feeling lonely, so I think I'm going to take a weekend trip and visit Melanie in Yorktown while I can this weekend. Been looking for jobs... mostly all that is available are sales associate ...


February 15, 2014

The Past and the Future in 2014

(This ended up being a lot longer than I'd intended... if you read it, great, if not, it's fine lol) First Valentine's Day for me when I'm actually in a relationship... yet I'm still spending it...


February 10, 2014

Hoping for Cincy in 2014

I have decided to go ahead with a relatively minor (but still major to me) operation (if it can even be called that) to basically cauterize some of the endometriosis on my internal female parts. ...


February 04, 2014

And People Wonder Why... in 2014

WHY WHY WHY WHY do I ALWAYS f**k things up ?? (sorry for the language) I'm not that awesome person I want to be. I rarely look on the bright side of life anymore. I have this hope and yet I kee...


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